Samsara...

I can't help but reflect upon these past few days and smile...
It all started with runny bums since Saturday night...

It's now Wednesday... and has been particularly eventful....
And just a run through of emotions will tell you why...

First thing in the morning..

Indifference...
Longing...
Laziness...
Sleepiness...
Craving..
Shock...
Anger...
Frustration...
Tears...
Letting go...
Laughter...
Awe..
Brain Block...
Impatience..
Dislike..
Acceptance..
Surprise...
Deep Focus..
Mentoring...
Tiredness...
Guidance ignored...

and it all ended with a Bump.... Deep calmness.... Me RM200 ringgit poorer...
a big smile on my face....
Inner Joy..
Peace...

The day is over...
I get to make myself some dinner now...

Getting back into it all

I Once wrote this prayer for myself as a daily contemplation. Well of course it doesn't always come out that way... on certain days it changes. Its been a while since i contemplated on this, or the 8 verses for the training of the mind...

Made some edits..

Whatever good that i have done, in the past, present and future i share with all beings,

If by thought, speech and actions i have done any harm to any beings, I sincerely ask for forgiveness,

May i continue to receive guidance, blessings and protections,

And meet the right people, at the right time and right places.

That we may both benefit....

If i ever go astray, may i have humility, the courage and the wisdom,

to return to the right path again.

May i continue to be surrounded by people of a similar purpose, ( Kalyana Mittas

's)

And may the light it my heart continue to grow for all those i hold dear.

If ever i am sick, my body broken or my heart shattered,

May i be able to smile and my mind forever be bright and clear,

And may i have the insight and the ability,

to give generously with right method and right intention. ( May I have the wisdom to know when and when Not to give)

When starving may i be able to give my last morsel of food,

to another whom or whatever may need it more,

At times of confusion, by gods grace,

may i be able to listen without judging and give without asking.

When conditions are harsh and at times of trouble,

May my heart be soft, be gentle, and my mind firm and strong,

May my purpose unfold, and my aspirations be fulfilled,

May i continue my work, according to gods will...

Sadhu... sadhu... sadhu...